The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death ~ 1 Corinthians 15:26

Depression.

8 months ago - 31 views
Depression.
Life is getting harder and harder.
My perspective is warped.
I don't know what to do anymore.
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Things have changed for me, and that's ok.
Daniel and I finally finished things off in March. It was nasty and bittersweet, but we're friends now and that's ok.
Both of us have significant others. He goes out with a chick called Alex. She seems nice.
On my first day in Wellington I met a jazz musician called Michael, and from day one he started following me around, wanting to hang out, grab coffee and watch musicals with me.
After we watched West Side Story, we ended up cuddling on my bed, he kissed me on the cheek and asked me out. Sadly I had to decline.
There was a series of circumstances which led to me not being able to say yet to him, until one night I drank a lot of tequila and ended up throwing myself at him. We were an item from that night (16th March) and we've been dating since the 30th of March.
I asked him out at the Botanic Gardens.
 
Life is chill. I've made up my mind, and I've kissed the past goodbye.
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Oh lordy, how things have changed.

One year ago - 32 views
Oh lordy, how things have changed.
Polyvore is my old life. And I feel quite sad looking back on it. I yearn for it.
Daniel and I have been broken up for 8 months now. We're still in love. There is the occasional hook up, but it doesn't look like we're getting back together any time soon.
My friendship circle has entirely changed. I hang out with the nerds now.
I miss being innocent. I've become a flirt. Boys like me now. I never thought I'd be complaining that too many people like me, but here we are.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail Chemistry this year. Aiming for Scholarship in my other subjects (Drama, English, Stats and Calculus).
Haha faaaaaaaaaaaaark. My old sets make me want to cry. I was sweet and innocent. What happened?
Love has destroyed me, but Love has also redeemed me.
This is weird. Very weird. FARKING WEIRD. ~ Rent
I'm back to swearing for now. It just happened. I'm not really coping with life at the moment.
*Creiz*
FML.

Sorry for my AWOL

Two years ago - 52 views
Sorry for my AWOL
I'll be amazed if I have any contacts left by now. A lot's changed in the past two months (since I made my last few sets).
 
First things first, tumblr:
shutyoureyestightly.tumblr.com
 
So if any of you remember the Chronicles of Dan, mid-November I told him I liked him and he asked me out. We went out for one (amazing) month and then he didn't talk to me for a week then dumped me.
 
Still in love with him unfortunately. The movies never show you what happens when you fall in love with your best friend and it doesn't work out. Anyway.
 
Exams are over. Been partying, socialising etc. I no longer have a boyfriend to take me to parties so I go with Flo.
 
If anybody remembers those camp stories I used to write, well this evening I'm going back out to the same camp.
 
Like I said, sorry for not being here, and I don't think anyone will notice this set purely because of that fact. Anywhoo
xoxox
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:D

Two years ago - 79 views
:D
It's amazing how one day can change everything :)

My friends are amazing.

Two years ago - 73 views
My friends are amazing.
This was all via texting.
 
Flo: Go home woman! Stop freaking hanging out with daniel! Don’t tell me you not, you can’t lie to me woman!
 
a bit later on…
 
Flo: I am assuming that because I am not receiving a reply, you are too caught up in staring into Dan’s eyes just so lovingly and waiting for him to say those words you are just so longing to hear, “Taz, I really really like you! Will you go out with me?” You will the put this fake shocked look on you face(the question was coming) and you reply, “Yes, Dan! I will marry you! Oh, I mean, go out with you!” You just laugh off the fact that you made a bit of a fool of yourself but you just carry on. Everyone around you cheers you on (in your imagination) as he sweeps you up into his arms and you run off(I would say into the sunset if it wasn’t night time) into the stary night! Just as romantic as you always dreamed. Minus the fancy restraunt because he took you to BK. Cheap skate much! Right now I wish I could continue that story because I am having just oh so much fun and I do wish I could show this to someone but I can’t! I just thought it to be so inventive. Especially for me! It’s also very funny because you are just going to receive a bombardment of texts from me that I am now just trying to make rally long for the fun of it. I have decided that I am going to write a book called “The Chronicles of Taz and Danielle” Oh that will be fun fun! Oh I am so evil and I am going to keep this message just because it is just so fanfreakingtastic! I love me right now. Haha! Night night! You love me really!
[side note: that was nine texts long, jsyk]
 
Me: Nah. He took me to maccas.

Untitled

Two years ago - 74 views
Untitled
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my mind is a mystery

Two years ago - 71 views
my mind is a mystery
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Grrrrr.

Two years ago - 49 views
Grrrrr.
Anyone wanna help me with boy problems/listen to me vent? Pm me.
 
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template fun [and my weekend]

Two years ago - 60 views
template fun [and my weekend]
Um. Friday I went to Epic. Was just going to be me and Flo doing chairs but some other leaders came and helped us. Graeme preached up a storm and I ended up awkwardly responding to the altar call. Got roped into doing Epic bus. Hung out with Dan afterwards. Went to maccas and to the water tower again. Didn't get home til 1am, Saturday morning. Parents weren't too impressed.
 
I studied all day Saturday (ok, in six hours I got four hours of study done). Wrote an essay and found some stuff I didn't know, so I'll ask my teachers about that tomorrow.
 
Around 4pm I was feeling really average so I blobbed out in front of the tv and watched The Simpsons marathon. Man I'm cool.
 
Dan picked me up for his party at 8ish, and Aaron, him and I went to Euge's for the party. Played a lot of drinking games (I wasn't drink... much). Dan was letting me have swigs of his vodka and Aaron gave me some of his rum. It was foul stuff.
 
Circle of doom/death = greatest game ever.
 
Dan and I were sitting next to each other. I was snake eyes and he was question master. It was fricken epic.
 
I also absolutely fail at "I've never..."
Sat on the outside steps with Dan for a bit just chatting and hugging. Mingled, met a few people. Everyone probably thinks I'm retarded but oh well. Perhaps they'll be too drunk to remember. Haha.
 
Amy was hooking up with this random dude in the laundry which everybody was making jokes about and going and watching etc. Filthy pervs. But then apparently he power chucked =\
 
Gave Michael, Lydia and Amy a ride home. Amy was a wreck. I tried to help, but I'm not very good with drunk crying people. After we dropped everyone off Dan parked outside my house and we talked and hugged and crap til 2am when I bolted down the street, only just making curfew.
 
Text Dan til about 3:30 [I fell asleep between 3:30 and 3:34], and woke up around 7:30. Stupid biological clock. I'm not on kids church today! Haha.
 
Anywhoo, Dan's picking me up in about five minute. Going to a birthday party at the beach. Jealous much?
 
Xo
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